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Sketch Fridays #66 – CrockerTron 2019

Aug23
by DBethel on 23 August 2019
The lineart for this year’s CrockerCon poster.

I used to go on extended rants about the moral purity of the original The Transformers cartoon that ran in syndication from 1984-1987 (known as “Generation One” or, simply, “G1” among the fanbase) until the modern Transformers movies beat that argument into the ground, and I had to walk away and accept this reading was mine alone.

That being said, that personal impact gigantic transforming sentient robots had on me at an impressionable age (a baton that would be passed to the X-Men as I grew older) is interesting in light of the art I make. Many artists in my age group that were ravenous The Transformers fans became artists that liked to draw gigantic transforming sentient robots.

I don’t like drawing robots.

There are too many straight lines, and it’s easy to get caught up in the perspective of it all. Drawing robots always seemed like a math problem and drawing people was so much easier and, to me, more expressive. Such philosophies took hold early and continue their grip until this day.

The last few years have been marked by personal artistic growth, seeing me accept challenges that I would have brushed off before. But as my confidence and ability grew, I began looking forward to pushing my talents in ways I hadn’t before.

The CrockerTron posters. From left to right: Sean Sutter, Michael Calero, Nate Flamm, and Melissa Pagluica.

Every year, the Crocker Art Museum plays host to my favorite show I have the honor to participate in: ArtMix | CrockerCon (colloquially known as “CrockerCon”). Early in the show’s existence, the show coordinators created, in collaboration with the artist, Sean Sutter, the show’s mascot, CrockerTron.

Every year since then, the CrockerTron has been interpreted by a different artist. While vastly different from each other, Sean Sutter, Michael Calero, Nate Flamm, and Melissa Pagluica have crafted a unique timbre to this entity called “CrockerTron.” Their different styles casts the figure in a mysterious and mythical light, as if each year were a re-telling of old stories by a new storyteller.

With such a lineage, I’ll admit I balked for a second when asked to design the poster for the 2019 CrockerCon. After a minute, though, I figured this would be a good chance to pay homage to those silly transforming robots from my youth.

What stands out to me most about The Transformers cartoon was how familial and warm the Autobots––the good guys––were to themselves and to their human friends. They were less superheroes and more citizen heroes. Transforming and being big were just what they did––it was normal on the planet where they were from and nothing special. It’s by sheer coincidence they ended up on a planet inhabited by soft, tiny people threatened by things that were not so dangerous to these robots (at least, not until the evil Decepticons showed up with their malevolent machinations and laser guns).

A photograph of the final poster.

Taking that approach, I took elements from previous posters and tried to work my own narrative around it––the design from Sean’s poster, the “Iron Man”-type palm blaster from Calero’s, the emphasis on the Tower Bridge in Flamm’s, and the benevolent giant in Pagluica’s––that would not only present the CrockerTron but also work as a “D. Bethel” piece.

I really wanted to emphasize that benevolent aspect of CrockerTron and didn’t want to present it as threatening at all. So, the main element I built the poster around was that palm blaster from Calero’s piece. I decided that instead of being a weapon that it actually bestows power on people. So, the elevator pitch of my poster is “CrockerTron gifting humanity with the power of art.” It’s cheesy, but melodrama is the easiest thing to draw, and it captures exactly the tone I wanted, paying homage to a fiction that meant so much to me and to a show I love attending.

ArtMix | CrockerCon 2019 will be held on Thursday, September 12 at the Crocker Art Museum in Sacramento, CA from 6pm-9:30pm. There is a concurrent art show in the Crocker showcasing original comic art by local creators (myself included). More details can be found here.

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The Process of Repair

Aug16
by DBethel on 16 August 2019

My day job is basically all about thinking through a process. In fact, the way I teach academic writing is rooted in how I draw. I was not a strong student, though it was mostly due to the fact that I hated being a student, which led me to eventually flunking out of college.

After a year, which gave me some time to focus, and a long meeting with the Liberal Arts Dean, I got back into the school I flunked out of, but I knew that wasn’t enough. If I wanted to graduate I’d have to find a way to care about school. I asked myself a simple question, “if I find school difficult to do, what do I already do well and can I apply how I do that to getting schoolwork done?”

Art was the obvious answer––I knew how to make a drawing. So, I disassembled my artistic process and tried to apply it to things like studying and writing papers and, for me, it worked very well.

That kicked off a lifelong interest in this thing called “process” across all spectra of creativity––it’s interesting how so many people can accomplish the same thing but in unique ways. Success is not always about creating a process, but more about finding the process that helps you get stuff done, which is literally all I do for my students.

But that interest persists in my artistic life and––as I’ve become more active on social media like Instagram––I find I’m chronicling my process more and more, moving from the sketchy mess of a layout to the inked lines of a final panel.

 
 
 
 
 
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I did my best to capture the process of drawing this panel. This is a pretty faithful look at the standard progression of a panel from sketch to final inks. :::::: ::::: :::: ::: :: #art #webcomic #comicbooks #independentcomics #longjohncomic #draw #inking #makecomics #pendrawing #bluepencil #western

A post shared by D. Bethel (@dbethelcomics) on Aug 7, 2019 at 5:59pm PDT

While looking through a folder on my desktop titled “Drawing Videos”, I came across one I never finished editing. It was recorded near the end of Chapter 3, so while not immediately relevant, it does show an interesting process I have had to use when making Chapter 4––what happens when I need to redraw a panel?

Enjoying this strange synchronicity (as the beginning of the semester approaches, I find that I ruminate more about process than normal), I decided to finish up the video––complete with commentary––that shows how I go from a page with a very bad panel to a finished page with a much better one.

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Twisted Tweeting

Aug09
by DBethel on 9 August 2019

It’s not a secret that I’m a fan of the ’80s metal band, Twisted Sister. In fact, on this very website I have drawn each band member in my cartoony style to pay tribute to their influence on my life (which was later shared on their official social media channels and still pops up occasionally on their feed, which is cool). Their music––and their attitude––said what I needed to hear at an impressionable age, despite it being nearly a decade after the band had broken up by the time I found them.

A previously unreleased image compiling all five drawings of the members of Twisted Sister.

Knowing that, it’s probably not surprising to hear that I follow the band on various platforms, including their singer Dee Snider.

Earlier this week, a user on Twitter––someone called @ShannaHamm––asked a simple question:

Name the @deesnider song that speaks to you the most and why…go.

— S Hamm (@ShannaBlackHamm) August 7, 2019

After giving it serious thought, I replied with two songs, because I’m an over-achiever when it comes to my passions. First, the title track off of Twisted Sister’s third album, Stay Hungry, as well as the closing track off of Standby For Pain, the second and final album by a post-Twisted band, Widowmaker, and the song, “All Things Must Change.”

@ShannaHamm asked for clarification, so I did my best to summarize my thoughts without going into a multi-tweet tirade:

“Stay Hungry” speaks to me personally, “All Things Must Change” spoke to me in the context of Dee’s life and career. The closest thing to singer/songwriter-metal I can describe. It showed me that heavy metal could be more than teenage angst.

— D. Bethel (@DBethel) August 8, 2019

“All Things Must Change”––and the entire album––make up a powerful statement by Dee. Released in 1994, it was a hard time for heavy metal music as grunge/alt. rock––spearheaded by the likes of Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, and Alice in Chains––took the reins of heavy and angry music from the metal bands that were previously leading the horse.

It seemed to be just as much of a hard time for Dee Snider as he fought to get his new band off the ground with a new sound (their first album was much more traditional ’80s metal) and lyrics that went beyond simple tropes of gruff masculinity and teenage angst.

Instead, Standby For Pain is a portrait of a man looking at––for lack of a better word––the ruins of his career, one that came down simply because culture changed and he flew too close to the sun on wax wings. The songs are painfully personal and revealing and mature––”mature” in a sober, thoughtful, and complicated way. Beyond Dee himself, it stands as a eulogy for an entire genre––and its honesty is nearly unprecedented in metal at that point. I don’t think I’m exaggerating when I say that Dee and his band truly broke new ground with this album by offering such an unvarnished and private look inside a heavy metal musician’s psyche…and pairing it with amazing riffs (seriously, the musicianship on this album is outstanding).

I rebuffed the album initially because it sounded much different than what I expected, but as I gave it time and focused listens, I found much more to mine from these songs than most of Dee’s other music, and it soon became one of my favorite albums of all time, one I pushed onto friends, forcing them to appreciate its artful anger and sadness. Of all his music, this album would be the one thing I would love to talk to Dee about if given the chance to only talk about one album’s worth of music.

So, imagine my surprise when Dee Snider actually responded to my thoughts:

https://twitter.com/deesnider/status/1159494602740645888?s=20

Needless to say, I was a bit of a wreck that day.

I did respond, thanking him for the album, trying to get across how important an album it is to me (and how I think it’s actually an important album to the genre, but that’s just me), knowing he may see it but would not be likely to respond. But then, he did:

https://twitter.com/deesnider/status/1159847613161758720?s=20

I may never get to actually have a sit down with Dee and talk about things like the Standby For Pain album, but it’s nice to see that the aggregate personality I assembled for Dee in my head over the years––gathered by sifting through his music, his interviews, his writings––seems to be fairly accurate: a thoughtful, empathetic guy who is more than the wild hair and fuck-off attitude, though that is certainly a major part of him, too (and I’m glad).

To put a bow on this, the website/blog, Metal Head Zone, thought this exchange was newsworthy, building a short article around it. I clicked on it when Twitter showed me the link, not realizing it was built around my tweet (okay, mine and someone else’s, too), thinking it was just the result of some Twitter algorithm that saw me interacting with Dee Snider.

Altogether, it has been a few strange days, but no less memorable and amazing.

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